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Post by Viktor Mercus Lorrein on Mar 1, 2011 21:09:39 GMT 1
After the events of I know what you two did...
Viktor apparated away from that mansion, angry at Viola, for protecting those worthless imbeciles, and jealous as well, he didn't want to waste his breath on her, she was not worth his time anymore or was she? He had no idea, he sighed angrily and looked at where he apparated, the place was familiar and he recognized it, as he sat on the place he used to sit when he was talking with that childhood friend, he just caressed the empty 'seat' next to him where Fifi used to sit. Where was she, the number of time he waited for her here, and she never showed up not once, he took out his necklace with the key on and kept looking at it, all the promises they made and yet he was the only one to keep them.
He took out the small box containing her tooth, he never left it, always protecting it, perhaps it was foolish but it was the only thing he had from her, he sighed sadly as he looked around noticing the old houses, they seemed abandoned now, he wondered why, it was lively back in the day. He sighed noticing the normal house he was living in, the mansion was a few blocks away which was where he came from, he sighed. "I wish you were here Fifi..."
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Post by viola on Mar 1, 2011 21:23:17 GMT 1
When Viktor disapparated from the basement, Viola stormed out of the house. Amanda had taken Damian and Justin away and Viola was grateful for that. She felt that after that night, the twins would have a more civilised relationship... or at least she hoped they would. Viola grabbed the discarded broom and mounted it with a sigh. She kicked hard against the ground and instantly took flight. Viola felt like she belonging in this village, and something about it caused her to do some exploring.
All of a sudden, Viola found herself hovering over a familiar clearing. She started looking around her wildly and remembered. This was her first home; the place that changed her life. She urged her broomstick lower and to her surprise a young man was seated in the place that used to be occupied by her childhood friend. She laughed softly as she remembered the nickname she had given him, darling. What she could not recall was his first name. Viola flew closer to the ground and jumped off the broom.
At that exact moment, she heard Viktor's voice. What surprised her were the words that he uttered. Fifi was what 'darling' used to call her. She moved towards him silently and as he pulled out a small tooth, Viola gasped loudly. Could Viktor...? Was it possible that he was...? She tried to push the thoughts away and reached inside her robe for the necklace that 'darling' had given her. Viola took it off and stared down at it with a small frown. She eventually looked up and after taking a deep breath said uncertainly, "Darling?" |
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Post by Viktor Mercus Lorrein on Mar 1, 2011 21:33:08 GMT 1
Viktor was lost in his thoughts, remembering the times he wasted waiting for her, he sighed closing the box containing her tooth, he eventually heard someones voice and the title he looked up instantly. "Fifi?" Viktor just said, he saw the girl and it was Viola, he just looked away, this couldn't be right, he just looked at his old house and sighed calmly. "What do you want Viola." Viktor said, refusing to look at her, his necklace of the key was apparent on his clothing. Why was Viola here, and why did she say Darling, it was something only Fifi used to call him. Was she playing a joke? Or did she see his past memories? He hoped not, but whatever it was it made him angry. He then looked at her expecting her to laugh, when he saw the necklace, his blood was boiling with rage as he got up.
Viktor didn't think for a second already acting like the worst happening, his hand gripped her neck and he was gripping it strongly, he didn't care if he was shocking her, but the madness was apparent in his eyes. "You bitch what did you do to Fifi.. TELL ME, WHY DO YOU HAVE HER NECKLACE." Viktor said, throwing her toward the old abandoned house out of anger, how dare she hurt his childhood friend, that explains why he hasn't seen her all these years, he looked at her taking his wand about to cast the killing curse. "I'll avenge her death."
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Post by viola on Mar 1, 2011 21:43:07 GMT 1
Before Viola could reply to his question, Viktor's eyes locked with her necklace. She could see the anger building up in his expression and within seconds he lunged himself at her. Viola felt his fingers curl tightly around her neck. She tried pulling his hands away from her neck while gasping for breath. Viola felt herself being lifted from the ground and thrown against a door of the abandoned houses. The door was in a bad shape and as soon as Viola's body hit against it broke, and a large sharp piece pierced through her side.
Viola let out a scream and pulled the wood from her side. She clutched her hand over the wound, feeling her own thick blood covering her hand. Viola looked up at Viktor and shouted, "I am Fifi. You... well 'darling' used to call me that after he messed up my second name the first time we meet." She paused and continued applying pressure on her gash. Viola knew that it would not be easy convincing Viktor that she was that very same girl. At the same time, she was flattered that he was trying to avenge her 'death'. |
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Post by Viktor Mercus Lorrein on Mar 1, 2011 21:53:36 GMT 1
"Avada Ked.... what?" Viktor said stopping his spell, he looked at her, how could that be possible, that couldn't be true, he just kept looking and listening, eventually pointing his wand to the wound, trying to heal it. He could feel her honesty in her answer, but how, how was that possible? He looked at her calmly, remaining silent for a while and staring at the necklace he gave her in those past years, he was troubled, perhaps happy that he finally saw her again, how come he never knew it was her, he just looked away. At the same time he felt angry as he looked back at her "You lied to me.. you are just a liar, that promise, you never kept... how could you Fifi, I've been waiting for you for years." Viktor just said, as he clenched his fist, almost seemed like he was about to punch her at the injured place, but he just kept healing that wound and looked at her, his face red with anger, as he bit his lower lip just to control himself so he wouldn't hurt her more, his lower lip started to bleed, dripping on Viola's face
When it felt like the wound should be alright, he just got up, and sat on the usual place he'd sit when he was a kid, his lower lip still bleeding, he looked away, back to his old house, the bad memories from that place, the only good thing was Fifi but even she broke her promises, she left him alone, who could he trust, he put his hand on his forehead, thinking.
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Post by viola on Mar 1, 2011 22:05:45 GMT 1
The Aveda Kedavra... would he really kill her? Viktor did not finish the curse, instead he started healing her wound. Viola looked away and remained silent. When her side was fully healed, Viktor walked away from her. Viola picked her necklace from the ground and clutched it tightly to her chest. Viktor was right. She had made a promise which he had never intended to keep. She had been a fool... and lied to him.
Viola walked slowly towards Viktor and sat down in her old place. She gazed up at the sky and smiled to herself; remembering those nights she had spent outside with 'darling'. Viola looked down at the small box and asked softly, "You kept my tooth? May I?" She reached inside the box and pulled out the small tooth. She inspected it closely for several seconds and then replaced it in its place. Viola placed her hand on Viktor's thigh and said, "I am sorry."
She turned his face in her direction and said, "When we said goodbye, you were so upset that I did not want to tell you that we would be moving forever." She withdrew her hands and folded them in her lap. Viola looked away and sighed loudly, fixing her gaze on the ground. She felt guilty for making a promise and never keeping it. Her mother would have never understood, especially after what her father had done. |
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Post by Viktor Mercus Lorrein on Mar 1, 2011 22:17:27 GMT 1
Viktor kept looking away, he just nodded when she asked if she could look at her tooth, he didn't say anything, remaining silent for a while, until she turned his head to face her, he looked at her calmly. "You should of told me, I wouldn't of wasted my time waiting for you in here." Viktor said angrily as he looked at her, he then remembered their other promise, he sighed. "You said we would be mommies and daddies..together, and I promised you I wouldn't be like your father, yet... we both are like him, you sleep with other guys, and make me jealous." Viktor said, looking at his house calmly, he never expected her to be Fifi, he came here, to ask for forgiveness for all the things he did, he always thought about her, and here she was, yet he couldn't forgive her for forgetting about him like that, for breaking promises.
"I've waited here, for days, hours, slept in this spot even on rainy days just waiting for you, but oh you didn't know did you, I was a fool believing in your empty promises, you are just like my mother, using men to your advantage and then leaving them heartbroken." Viktor said, he always hated his mother, and the fact that Viola seemed to have the same beliefs annoyed him completely, he pointed his wand at his old house and non-verbally casted a confringo spell to destroy it.
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Post by viola on Mar 1, 2011 22:30:03 GMT 1
"You are right. I should have," she replied with a sigh. His next words were a shocker for Viola; she had not expected him to remember what she had said so many years ago. Yet again if she remembered them, why shouldn't he? Her eyes widened and she stared ahead of her blankly. Viola pulled her knees up to her chest and fought back the tears. "I am not like my father," she screeched loudly.
It was bad enough that he was comparing her to her own father... but comparing her to his mother was even worse. Viola remembered the stories he used to tell her about her. Just thinking about them now made her shiver. "I am not like either of them," she repeated weakly. Viola hugged her legs tighter and closed her eyes for a brief second. Sitting beside Viktor was no longer strong and feisty Viola, but five year old vulnerable Fifi.
"What my daddy did to my mommy left her broken. She was never the same after killing him. I was told never to trust men. I believed my mommy and I still do. I was afraid that the same thing would happen to me. And I do not want that," she whimpered softly. Tears were streaming down her face and she seemed to have lost all control over herself. Viola buried her face in her knees and sobbed loudly. |
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Post by Viktor Mercus Lorrein on Mar 1, 2011 22:36:29 GMT 1
"Is that why you are sleeping with others hmm? Is that why your a stooping to my mothers level and your fathers?" Viktor said angrily, as he kept looking at the debris of his house, he looked calmly at it. "Tell yourself that to make you feel comfortable if you want to, but you are the same as them. Look at Damien, how injured he got, you only have yourself to blame for his injuries Viola, you think the boy wants to be friends with you? He just fears you and yet you give him excitement, you offer him your body just like my mother would of."" Viktor said, looking away calmly, he was so angered by all of this that his whole body was shaking in rage, he looked away, was she having fake tears? Or not he just sighed as he looked away
"Yeah in the process you lose what you were back in the day, so easy isn't it, to be a whore? Just take off your outfit and do it with people thinking they'd like you, they'd be friends with you." Viktor said as he got up calmly and just paced around the place. "I killed those mudblood guys that were bullying you when you were a child."
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Post by viola on Mar 1, 2011 22:50:29 GMT 1
Viola bit her lip hard and said, "But I am not betraying anyone. You cannot truly compare my actions to theirs." His words hit her lip a sharp slap. She already felt guilty for what had happened to Damien and Justin, but still thought he was being unfair to her. He was the one attacking them... she was the one pleasing them... A look of horror crept onto his face and realised that perhaps Viktor was right. As he stood up and started pacing, she had her face in her knees.
The Slytherin tried calming herself down before looking up at Viktor with puffy red eyes. Her face was tainted with tears and that shocked her. Viola had not cried since the day she had said goodbye to Viktor. Not even when in pain; in fact she had started seeing the pain as pleasure... perhaps an indication that she was still alive. Viola clutched the side of her head and kept repeated over and over again, "I am not a whore."
But he was right. She had lost herself. Fifi was gone and Viola was her present and future. She was shocked to hear that Viktor had killed those boys, only because they had taunted her. Viola stood up and sniffled quietly. She wiped her tears away and walked towards Viktor. Viola straightened her back and said in a strong voice, "I will never cross your path again." She took his hand and pressed her half of the necklace in his hand. |
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Post by Viktor Mercus Lorrein on Mar 1, 2011 22:59:36 GMT 1
Viktor heard her, her cries he just sighed as he kept looking at the debris, what could he do? He was so angry at her. He looked at her calmly and sighed. He couldn't be too angry with her, his words were harsh indeed but what choice did he have. He eventually saw her approaching him, he looked at his hands seeing her necklace, but he violently turned her around and put the necklace back on her neck. "Don't be stupid." Viktor said, attaching the necklace like he did so many years ago, he just looked away when the deed was done, he sighed, and looked away. "I'm also to blame for sleeping with other girls, when Fifi.. you...as been the only girl I was interested in." Viktor just said and sighed as he looked at the debris calmly.
"When I was young I wanted to conserve my first time for Fifi to take it one of these days, but mother forced herself on me, raped me, I remember spending the day crying at this same place, asking for your forgiveness wherever you were, I thought that was the reason you never came." Viktor said, controlling his tears as he just kept looking away, avoiding eye contact at the moment, he sighed calmly, she was the only one who made him sane back in those days but he was broken both physically and mentally when his mother and aunt did that.
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Post by viola on Mar 1, 2011 23:11:51 GMT 1
After handing him the necklace, Viola started moving away but she soon felt Viktor's hands on her shoulder. She remained motionless as he turned her around and fastened the necklace in place. With even looking at him she replied, "I am not being stupid. Only trying to do the right thing. You do not need me in your life." When Viktor admitted that he was interested in her; Viola was both shocked and glad.
She felt her heart melt at his next words and touched the palm of her hand to his cheek. "You are still the sweet darling I remember." Listening to what his mother and aunt had done to him, angered Viola. Just like when they were children she stood on the tip of her toes and wrapped her arms around him, hugging him close to her. "I have missed you darling," she said softly in his ear. |
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Post by Viktor Mercus Lorrein on Mar 1, 2011 23:35:29 GMT 1
Viktor looked at her, his expression sad but the hug, he missed it so much, as he wrapped his arms around her back, he just gave her a peck on the neck like he used to when he was a kid, her perfume, it was the same, how come he never noticed it before. "I missed you so much Fifi.." Viktor said just hugging her tightly in his arms, he didn't want to let her go, he sighed, tears forming in his eyes, he wipes them away still hugging her, "I killed those mudbloods when I was a kid, because they hurt my Fifi.. they had no right." Viktor said, still holding onto her, he wouldn't let her go, not a second time, he needed her in his life, always had needed her. "I need you... always have, after all the time I've been broken I still held on to you.. mother threw your tooth on the floor when she was raping me... I searched for it, crying, found it... caressed it and put it back in the box.. it's the only gift I had from you." Viktor said, with tears, though he then started crying, a side that was never seen in Viktor before, it felt like he was the young kid from those old days.
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Post by viola on Mar 1, 2011 23:45:18 GMT 1
"I still cannot believe you kept it. That was the very first tooth I lost," she said still holding onto him. When he kissed her neck, she chuckled softly and pulled her head back. "Now you can kiss me like mommies and daddies do," she teased echoing the words they had said to each other ten years before. Viola's hands slid to his cheeks and she gently pressed her lips to his. "You were my very first kiss," she commented while resting her head on his shoulder. Viola was shocked to feel his tears trickling down her back. She looked up at him with concern and kissed his eye lids in turn. "I am sorry for what you went through. I should have begged my mother to allow you to come with us." |
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Post by Viktor Mercus Lorrein on Mar 1, 2011 23:50:58 GMT 1
He wished she did but would her mother like him? He was a male after all and the way she was taught by her mom seemed a bit of the same way his mother taught him, except she told him everyone could be used, and he lived with that for years but he could never use Fifi, he kissed her lips passionately, at least glad he was her first kiss even though it was by accident since he thought every grown up did that to friends. "We can become.. mommies and daddies.. once you graduate from Hogwarts." Viktor said looking at her, though by that using those words, he meant a wedding and perhaps kids though he knew she'd know that, he held her tightly not wanting to let her go. "I'll never let you go again." Viktor said calmly, holding her tightly, as he kissed her once more on the lips, she was his, and he was hers that's all that mattered to him. "I don't need the others.. I just need you."
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